General Info
I Am Here For: |
To share my words ... |
Marital Status: |
In a Relationship |
Children: |
Have children |
Education: |
College Graduate |
Religion: |
Spiritual, but not Religious |
Smoke: |
N/A |
Drink: |
N/A |
Occupation: |
What ever will be! :P |
Body Type: |
Average |
Height: |
N/A |
Ethnicity: |
Asian |
Languages: |
English, Indonesian |
Sexy Stuff
I Am Looking For: |
Cyber Friendships, Making a lot of friends |
Sexual Fantasies: |
N/A |
Sex is Best: |
In a Relationship, .. with the one that we love the most would be heaven! :P |
Cybersex: |
N/A |
I Want You To: |
Be your self ... |
Cybersex Personality: |
N/A |
My Web Gifts
A gift from uname
Note:
Content:
Sent
12/12/2012
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_NeNiA_'s Scoop
About me:
The illustration says all in perfectly clear words.
Nothing should I say more to tell you about who I am,
I won't complaint ... *surrender smiles*
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Just a lil note :
All credits and compliments for this illustration goes only for the one ...
Who have beautiful heart and soul that could read me so well like an open book, whose vision of imaginary thought possibly will be able to draw every lines like he can see thru the walls of my dream, and with his eyes what's more he capture inside of my heart even before he know me.
So let it be 'my will' to give my heart bound to the one that leads me to find the "Love" - to love and to be loved.
Courtesy, once I was found my one - truly is ...
"He is the Love itself"
No one knows what future may leads us anyway ...
I'm just hoping we all will find our "somewhere"
someday, somehow with someone we love,
then it would be heaven for each of us.
Just believe ...
"Our happiness is all around and never that far!"
**Hugs**
"Reawaken"
(Tale from a dreamer to fly)
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My heart says,
Is it so hard for you my greatest mind?
Because it's so hard for me to believe in what we dreamed could ever come to life again.
If I could just erase you mind ... but I know I could not erase this lie.
To my heart my mind says,
I am not giving up and I'm not afraid.
I pushed through the pain and I'm breathing on fire,
I remember how to fly again now.
Then came to me the soul ...
Soul says,
Have you both remember me?
I am here, still alive but I know I'm dying because of you two.
Maybe for the reason of 'mind' I could erase all the things about the past to help it's 'heart' release the pain so you two may freely fly.
But you both make a graveyard for me and leave me since then.
To you my brave and strong willing 'mind' ...
Don't be selfish, you are not going alone but have to go with 'heart' or you will be the damned without it.
And you, my dearest fondle fragile weak 'heart' ...
As much as it hurts, ain't it wonderful to feel?
So go on and break your wings then.
Please you both listen to me ...
Why must we fall apart to understand how to fly?
We will find a way even without wings, all around us is what we need, we will survive.
Just follow me once more from the ground of my graveyard that you build for me.
But we won't 'fly' this time as we will only 'run' towards the end of the dream until we bleeds once more and done.
When we awaken, we 'forgive' each other as we all truly are who caused those bleeds and we 'ease' the pain from it since we thru it all together.
Then after, let us start the new way ground of living.
No need to search for more cure because the curse of pain ended since we awake, we are healed.
But we will learn how to embrace for what we have from now then --
So we may live in happiness life without fear of pain.
Now I asks you both, isn't it wonderful?
Let us try now first and you both tell me how its feel after!
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... Here are the songs of my life ...
~NiA~
Who I'd like to meet:
-The "Chosen" ones ... because we are all truly chosen in our own best!-
by Nenad Asanovic
I like to meet many people and make a lot of friends.
For me ... no matter who we are, no matter what we are, no matter what we do -- there are always explanations and excuses for being friends!
Being friends is not just words to say or anything that we can do for them, but more than that -- in certainly among of us, there is a heart and feeling, there is a hope and prayer, there is laugh and cherish, there is kindness and blessing too.
One of the best feelings in the world is to touch and warm someone's heart!
Whether it be your love or just a friend, almost nothing can feel better rather than that feeling ...
"It Might Be You"
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You ...
The one who I cannot reach to hold
Currently devour to enfold
You ...
The one who just in quiescent at a halt
Currently singing about love of your heart
You ...
The one who only in my dreams
Currently appear at span of my eyes
And only you ...
Whose make every part of dreams come true,
Whose make every piece meaningful with truth,
Raise me up with love in your faith ...
~ Everdream ~
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Stories behind "Moonlight Sonata"
There are many stories about Moonlight Sonata ...
Some people told us Beethoven was very depressed because a German Prince, who was his sponsor and friend, had died recently and he went to an inn to drown his sorrows.
When he walked there, suddenly he heard a beautiful melody whose notes came from a humble house. He came in and saw a pretty girl who played the piano. She knew the compositions of Beethoven and played them perfectly on her piano even tho' she is blind. Beethoven was astonished at the great talent of this girl and he decided to talk with her.
After sometime, Beethoven told her about his sorrows, his grievances, his sadness - he even told her he was thinking of committing suicide.
The girl replied to him, You want to die and I would give my whole life to see the beautiful moonlight. These words got Beethoven excited and he began weeping, he was ashamed of himself. After that he decided to compose the most beautiful melody of his musical career Moonlight Sonata.
Other story told us Beethoven met a beautiful lady, Giulietta Guicciardi, whose father was counselor from government of Treste. This was a supposed love interest of Beethoven on his own pupil. It is reported that her father opposed to a romantic relationship between the two and the relationship was ended immediately. He fell madly in love with her. He composed Moonlight Sonata as a declaration of his love but unfortunately she rejected him and Beethoven felt very sad with his heart broken in pieces. Guicciardi later married someone else, and there are rumors that after she separated from her husband she tried to renew a relationship with Beethoven but he rejected her.
The sonata consists of three movements:
[Moonlight Sonata 1st movement | Piano Sonata No. 14 in C# minor, Adagio sostenuto (6:00)]
Description :
Adagio sostenuto >> a powerful impression movement
Quotes:
"Is one of those poems that human language does not know how to qualify."
"A nocturnal scene, in which a mournful ghostly voice sounds from the distance."
[Moonlight Sonata 2nd movement | Piano Sonata No. 14 in C# major, Allegretto (2:12)]
Description :
Allegretto >> the movement's cheerful disposition
Quotes:
"A flower between two chasms."
[Moonlight Sonata 3rd movement | Piano Sonata No. 14 C# minor, Presto agitato (6:50)]
Description :
Presto agitato >> the sense of a very powerful sound in spite of the predominance of piano markings throughout
Quotes:
"It is the most unbridled in its representation of emotion. Even today, two hundred years later, its ferocity is astonishing."
**en.wikipedia.org
The whole complete movements of Moonlight Sonata
But this is my fav. version! :D
Umm, I'll just close my eyes for this vid. and trying not to look at the guy who play it. Well, a guy with beard who can play classic guitar with bonus that he love reading and arts, and if he could write me such romantic songs or poems - he will be count ... :P
Hmm, better don't ask me why I'd prefer to close my eyes 'coz he could be only 'Santa' that will bring my joyful cheers (that's what I call xmas spirit!!!) - LooL
Never mind those silly words, I am surely will just thinking 'my one' who got all of those what I demands - Err, a guy in my dreams? Caprice! (^.~)
Anyway, just don't bother ... I got one for my own in my mind! hehehe
My Favorite Websites:
Music:
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For RedlightCenter User |
Sweet Little Soul (New!!)
I am yours, still yours ...
The Traveler Of Fate
B L I S S
Turkish Knight
The Moon and Me
The Sweetest Thing, Your Name
Ripped, Raped, Rabble
Alone, Sing For Me, Nothing Compares
I am just fucking liar!!!, You Always Win
Indifferent
Far Away Over The Sea
Someday My Love
Birthday Thought, My Graveyard, Like You Always Say and I Never Say
Rain, Your Shadows
I Never Know, 'Here, There and Everywhere', If You, How I Will Die
Sometimes
Oceans Away
Empty
EVERDREAM
Me ... As I am, Here I am To Stop, It's About Today
By The Times
Miss You
The Sweetest Thing I Ever Had In My Whole Lifetime
Today I Tried
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Sweet Little Soul (New!!)
I am yours, still yours ...
The Traveler Of Fate
B L I S S
Turkish Knight
The Moon and Me
The Sweetest Thing, Your Name
Ripped, Raped, Rabble
Alone, Sing For Me, Nothing Compares
I am just fucking liar!!!, You Always Win
Indifferent
Far Away Over The Sea
Someday My Love
Birthday Thought, My Graveyard, Like You Always Say and I Never Say
Rain, Your Shadows
I Never Know, 'Here, There and Everywhere', If You, How I Will Die
Sometimes
Oceans Away
Empty
EVERDREAM
Me ... As I am, Here I am To Stop, It's About Today
By The Times
Miss You
The Sweetest Thing I Ever Had In My Whole Lifetime
Today I Tried |
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