A friend gave me the idea to try to list 100 things about myself, so I'm going to see how far I can make it...
1. I have a superiority complex, and I have an inferiority complex about that.
2. I can't hide my emotions.
3. I am willing to forgive and try to move on, but I've found it's impossible to forget.
4. If I pass any kind of reflective surface, I have to check my appearance.
5. I sometimes still check under the bed..
6. I will hold a grudge until I don't remember what it's about.
7. I don't prioritize well.
8. I hate for anyone to see me cry.
9. I will do ANYTHING for the one I love.
10. More than anything in the world, I believe that absolutely everything happens for a reason.
11. I have a butterfly tattoo on the inside of my ankle to symbolize that belief.
12. I'm very insecure.
13. Self-delusion is my forte.
14. Most of the time, I just feel lost.
15. I need anger management.
16. I HATE lying and cheating, more than anything.
17. I'm terrified of the ocean. I would never even get in an empty tank of water, it's so scary to me.
18. I put others before myself, even if it's bad for me.
19. This box rocks to me, I love making lists.
20. I'm a sucker for tattoos and piercings.
21. I am honest to a fault. I hate liars, and you can't be something you hate.
22. I would *love* to live in the Big Brother house.
23. I like to trick myself into thinking I have talents I don't really have. Like buying paints and a canvas and horribly mistreating them. =p
24. I love being pampered and treated nicely, but I will almost never ask for anything.
25. I cannot sleep if the covers are on my feet.
26. Cuddling beats all.
27. I collect penguins.
28. I'm afraid to ever let myself be happy.
29. I will do anything I can by candlelight.
30. Once I get started on something, I can go forever. But once it gets to the very end, I can almost never finish.
31. I have recently rediscovered my faith. I am a work in progress.
32. I pop my ankles.
33. I will do almost any other household chore before hanging the stupid laundry.
34. Sometimes I think I'm not such a good person after all.
35. If I taste something I don't like, I almost always taste it again, just to be sure.
36. I spend ridiculous amounts of time changing my MySpace.
37. I have the immune system of a pea.
38. I <33333333333 The L Word.
39. My hands are the size of an 8-year-old's.
40. I am addicted to the little Myspace bulletin surveys.
41. Clothes are uncomfortable.
42. ALL of my emotions potentially lead to crying.
43. I'm a hypochondriac.
44. And a nymphomaniac.
45. I love baking.
46. I am an incorrigible flirt; most of the time I don't even realize I'm doing it.
47. I have different laughs which mean different things, but only my closest friends can identify them. I don't even recognize them.
48. I have exceptionally bad morning breath. lol
49. I procrastinate *everything*, unless doing something I would otherwise procrastinate will get me out of doing something else that I want to procrastinate even worse. lol
50. I think of myself as a nice person, but I'm extremely easily irritated.
51. I'm crazy superstitious.
52. I'm absurdly indecisive.
53. I *have* to journal.
54. There are times when my mind won't shut the hell up and I get insomnia.
55. I'm obsessive compulsive.
56. I can't cuddle face-to-chest. For some reason, I feel like I can't breathe.
57. I pick at my cuticles.
58. I need some kind of noise to sleep well.
59. I am not a person of action.
60. I would love to be a secretary or bank teller haha I dream big.
61. I shave my arms. lol
62. Infomercials really make me believe.
63. I always smell my glass before I pour my drink.
64. I have no will-power.
65. The glass is almost always half-empty.
66. I'm very jealous.
67. I can count on one hand the number of people I truly trust.
68. I take tremendous pride in my drinking ability.
69. I giggled when I saw this was number "69".
70. I honestly don't know how to not flirt.
71. Some days I really want to be SOMEONE.. other days I don't even want to be.
72. I am a walking contradiction.
73. I wish I could steal. lol
74. I almost always double-count my money before I buy anything, even if I have $100 and I'm buying a soda.
75. I can't stay mad at someone I love. G'head, piss me off and see how special *you* are. lmao
76. I'm my own biggest fan.
77. I abhor conflict.
78. I believe in zodiac signs. I'm so true to what a Cancer should be, it's crazy.
79. I don't know how to be happy.
80. I have serious problems letting go.
81. I miss being in choir. I'd almost go back to school just for that.
82. I have no idea who I am anymore.
83. I love lilies.
84. I feel alone a lot.
85. I like to pretend I can dance.
86. I tend to repeat myself. Half of these are probably repeats. lol
87. I never really went through that young crazy, partying phase.
88. They say it's impossible, but I could spend a million dollars in a weekend.
89. I'm a hopeless romantic.
90. I keep hoping my life is a movie.
91. I wonder if I'll ever stop changing and just settle into being the same person.
92. Every time I get something pierced, it gets infected, no matter how well I take care of it.
93. I'm a chameleon. I have 20 different personalities, all of which are me; and I just step into a different one for each different person I'm around. lol Gets weird when I'm with two very different people.
94. I analyze everything and everyone.
95. I lose all track of time the moment I step into a bathroom, even if it's just to check my reflection.
96. I'm a terrible driver.
97. I love to eat breakfast for dinner and dinner for breakfast.
98. I give the illusion of being a strong person, but I'm really very weak.
99. I cannot make decisions.
100. I'm trying to become the person I want to be.